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-Cunneris smiled at Casi’s suggestion and was still rubbing his head where he was hit. Calliope shook her head, “More like get it all out as quickly as possible in one huge burst then continue normally. Even if it means destroying something like a planet. Best to do research then let him go at it. He was born this way. Reds are supposed to be feared.” Cunneris looked down and said, “I don’t want to destroy anything! I want to create and… help people.” Calliope noticed the pause and said, “Those urges won’t leave you alone until you give them what they want.” Cunneris was scared but he said, “I will do it…” He tried to stand himself up. Calliope smiled and said, “I will go back when you are through. I have pleanty of time to get back to being dead.”-
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-Cunneris hugged Casi back and smiled a bit. “The voices are still there,” He spoke sadly, “But… Calliope here said she could help.” Calliope smiled and looked at them as she rocked back and forth a little, “Oh! Are you two mates?” Dirk said, “They are matesprits. They both have Moirails too.” Calliope looked at Dirk with suprise and said, “They are using the troll quadrants?! That is great~!” She seemed to be excited about that. Dave then interrupted, “Now about helping him?” Calliope said, “Oh yes. He has to ride it out. He didn’t embrace his nature and now that he’s in transition to his larger and stronger body, it is just going to grow. He should let it out from time to time but not get used to it.” Cunneris sighed and said, “We tried that.” Calliope smiled and said, “Then you weren’t releasing enough.”-
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-Dirk looked as Cunneris started moving more and said, “He’s waking up.” Cunneris’s eyes opened and the first thing he did was rub his head where Equius hit him. Beside him, a form appeared as Calliope had followed him through. She stood up and said, “Oh hey~!” Dave smiled and said, “Holy shit.” Dirk got up and gave her a sudden hug, “We havn’t seen you since that whole battle and how have you been?” Calliope said, “Oh fine being dead and all, it is nice in there since he can’t keep territory.” Cunneris looked up at them and he hissed out, “You all know her?” Equius nodded and said, “Yes, she is a part of the team. Just is a little on the dead side.” Cunneris kept rubbing his head and said, “Dam-… Darn that hurt..”-
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-Dirk felt Cunneris twitching a bit and he said, “He’s fighting it… even in his sleep.” Dave stayed where he was and said to Cunneris’s body, “You can do this…” Equius took to Cunneris’s other side and placed a hand as gently as he could on his chest. Cunneris could hear the ones near his body through the voices and he got out of his sister’s arms. Cunnamia said, “Your brother is his father?” The cherub nodded, “My name is Calliope. My brother is Caliborn. Ususally I don’t share names but the game is long over. So I can maybe help as an aunt? He must be repressing the evil because if Caliborn mated, he’d have to have met a stronger good than him that reminded him of me.” Cunneris looked at her and said, “Are you saying there is no point in trying to fight the nature?” Calliope shook her head, “No no no not at all. You just need to release it every now and again. It will take you over otherwise. Just don’t grow used to the evil urges. That’s all.” Cunneris looked at them and said, “I want to bring you both back with me…” Cunnamia shook her head, “You shouldn’t…” Calliope gasped, “You’re a doom player?!” Cunneris nodded and siad, “Yeah… but I think you’d be able to help…” Calliope nodded and siad, “Yes but, I would prefer to stay dead so only for an hour at a time, okay?” Cunneris nodded and took her hand then looked at Cunnamia and siad, “You coming too?” Cunnamia shook her head and siad, “No… I will wait here.”-
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-Dirk smiled and so did Dave, they seemed proud. Equius then said, “He was raised by my child so he is a Zahhak too. This makes us all family, I guess.” Dirk nodded and said, “It does.” Cunneris and Cunnamia wandered through the dream bubbles and Cunneris was having a hard time with the voices. Cunnamia took the lead to get him to where they needed to go. They found the troll that had been mentioned, passing her by but Cunneris had to stop. Cunnamia then looked at the troll and approached her, “excuse me miss?” The troll turned to her and said, “Go away.” Cunnamia saw that she was deceased and moved on, trying to help Cunneris by carrying him. Cunnamia was stunned when she saw another green Cherub female, but it wasn’t herself. She went up to them and said, “Excuse me?” The other Cherub turned and looked at the other two and said, “Yes?” Cunnamia said, “Have you seen a Cherub that looks like me but taller and with a clearish silk scarf and white wings?” The other Cherub said, “No, I havn’t. But I can help you look!” Cunnamia smiled and said, “That would be great. My brother here is having voices in his head.” The other Cherub said, “Is he fighting his nature?” Cunnamia said, “I… He’s never acted evil.” The other cherub seemed confused, “Do you know what Cherub birthed him?” Cunnamia nodded and said, “Yeah, I saw his research… Caliborn.” The other cherub gasped and said, “my brother?!”-
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-Dirk looked up at her and said, “He’ll be alright… He just needs to find this one bitch… And hope she’ll help him.” Dave looked at him and said, “She isn’t going to do it unless she gets personal gain.” Dirk nodded and said, “Yeah, but he has proven himself a genious and as my daughter’s matesprit that makes him a strider too. So don’t doubt him.” Dave nodded and said, “Got it, bro.” Cunneris went through dream bubbles and only ended up finding his older self again. He had gone to the wrong place due to the voices telling him wrong. But he didn’t run into himself first, but instead his sister. He looked at her and said, “Cunnamia?” Cunnamia looked at him with her lack of eyes and said, “Cunneris! What are you doing here? I can see you aren’t dead. Dude, is something going horribly wrong?” Cunneris shook his head and said, “Yeah… Voices.. they are telling me to kill but… I don’t want to.” Cunnamia placed a hand on his shoulder and said, “You need to find the living me… There should be one in here somewhere. Or there’s a troll I saw… either one could work. I can’t use my time abilities to heal like this, so… up to you.” Cunneris took his sister’s hand and said, “I trust you… so let’s find you.” Cunnamia smiled.-
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-Dirk held him still and said, “You will be fine, clear what you can of your mind. Block out the voices for just a moment.” Cunneris twtiched and roared, arching and flailing. Dave came over and said, “What happened?” Dirk looked up and siad, “Voices, grab his legs. And…” Dirk looked over at Equius and siad, “Hey, need your help.” Equius came over and said, “I heard the entire thing, why do I need to do it?” “You are powerful, and Cherubs are tough, so just need to knock him out a little,” Dirk explained then tried to hold down the scared struggling Cherub. Equius aimed for the perfect spot on the head, not to kill but to knock out. He punched him and the body went limp. Dirk gripped the shoulders of the body and said, “He knows what he needs to do… He just needs to find the help he needs.” Cunneris was dropped into his dream bubble and he gripped his head while there. It was throbbing from the rude put to sleep and the voices.-
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-Cunneris turned and was flaling around eratically. Dirk had enough of watching this and he went, alerted Dave, then came back and knelt down to him and said, “Cunneris… Listen to me. You promised two people you wouldn’t give into this. One is standing here and the other is coming now. Possibly with the others. We only know one being that could help in this situation but she is deceased and we don’t plan on her being alive. So… you need to get it together enough to do a dream bubble search.” Cunneris looked at him and said, “They’re too loud…” Dirk placed his hand on Cunneris’s forehead and said, “That’s why we’re going to knock you out.” Cunneris was absolutely horrified.-
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-Cunneris gripped onto her and tried to fight through it but the voices were yelling at him to a point he shook and breathed raggid and quickly. He left out a low growl and said, “I wont.. let him… rise…” He gripped onto her tighter but then released her his wings spread out. He arched himself and continued, “I will not… kill… I will… not… give… in…” He gripped at the ground and dug his nails through it. He was fighting it hard.-
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-Cunneris chuckled a bit and then it dawned on him. “Sopor… That melts the mind a bit right?” He was thinking hard core on it and put together that as a possible way to get the voices permanently away. But just as he was coming up with the most important of calculating in his head, they came back full force and he gripped his head. “no… no no no no no…” He listened to them and tried to listen to what they were saying and he said, “I hear them… it’s him…”-
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-Cunneris smiled and said, “Wencho is kinda funny. He seems so… lively… but he doesn’t seem to be confident in himself. Kroman is very proud despite being the bottom of the hemospectrum and takes great care to tell me that no matter if I was red or green… to be proud of who and what I am. As for the felt… well… I havn’t known them too long. Stitch seems rather secretive about what he keeps in his room, though.” He thought the voices were gone for now, but he was still a bit shaken up. He stared at her eyes and stayed warm.-
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-Cunneris said, “Okay… Well, Armane typically always agrees with Fenrie, Eriess, and Antige. They kind of seem like a group but, mama Eriess usually leads them. Antige is amazing at traversing and collecting books for me. I got tomes from… who knows when! Even like… Knight stuff and old battle tatics and fantastic alchemy! It’s amazing.” The voices seemed to fade but they were still there and it was starting to drive him mad.-
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-Cunneris stared at her and seemed a little frightened but calm at the same time. He gripped onto her and said, “Jane can’t help…” He thought a little bit and said, “I need to train, work on something, let’s talk… Anything to make the voices leave… I don’t want to listen…”-
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-Cunneris looked at her and said, “But I feel awake. Maybe it was the stress. Stress causes exhaustion but I don’t feel tired at all.” He heard the voices get a bit louder and he placed both hands on his head and said, “fuck…” He took a deep breath and tried to focus on something.-