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Casi rubbed circles on Dirk’s back,”Hey, it’ll be okay, we’ll be okay and happy. Jake is gone now and we can’t so anything about it and-” Her voice cracked,”Wait,maybe not.” She leaned back,”He said something about sprites before. Can we make him a sprite? I have no idea what the fuck it is, but I think it could bring him back to life?” The girl shrugged her red rimmed eyes and huffed slightly.
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Casi shuttered,”Can just say it’s no one’s fault in this house that he died,but I think it’s Carolus’ fault that he’s dead.” She said quietly and buried her face in Dirk’s shoulder, then pulled it off, taking off her sunglasses, finally reburying it. “I don’t know what to do at the moment, everything is a mess now.” The girl shuttered again, shivering slightly, missing the warmth of her hoodie.
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Casi closed her eyes,”It shouldn’t of been any of you, I’m so sorry.” She trembled slightly and held him tighter, and buried her face in his hair,”This my fucking fault. It should it of been me then any of you guys.” Her voice was quiet and sad, as she did her attempt to comfort her father.
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Casi was still for a moment,”..Why the fuck did I choose under my bed to hide?” Her voice was raspy and quiet, the girl pulled her self away and groped around for her shades. She hiccuped,making a small squeaking sound and gave up on her shades, not caring any more. The girl’s room was a dim golden yellow, so what difference would the shades make any ways. She crawled back to Karkat and slid out from under the bed and tugged him with her, then set him on her bed, herself sitting next to him. Casi scrubbed her face, still shaking lightly but mostly calmed down,and stood up. “Thank you Karkat, but if you excuse me, I need to find my father.”
From her modus she got a spare set of shades and shoved it on her face, hugging her scared,bared arms around her self and fled the room in search of Dirk. She eventually found him in Jake’s room and walked in silently. The girl sat herself by him and pulled him into her lap, hugging him tightly. -
Casi woke up and pushed her self away from Karkat gently, removing her hoodie. Then she dragged her self back, burrowing her face in his chest and just layed there in silence. The girl then sniffled again and hugged Karkat’s middle, needing the emotional help.
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In her sleep the girl was wreaked with shivers, her hoodie damp from her teals, chilling her and the dark coolness under her bed didn’t help her so much. She dreamed of the colour yellow, with flashes of red that looked like blood.
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Casi opened her eyes silently at the moment then closed them,turning over.burring her face in Karkat’s chest and shook, crying silently once more. Then passed out again, her body unable to hold the emotional stress it was being put under. Her breath was ragged in her sleep, her face troubled and her body tense.
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Casi listened to her words silently and when back to crying after a few moments, unable to hold it in. She knew it wasn’t Rose’s fault, neither was it Karkat’s, or anyone, just a mishap of words that got a string of events going. Though she mostly knew it was her fault, she gave Karkat the push to go look, and it resulted in this. Even so she mourned for her father’s death, silently wishing for her other, but knew it was fruitless. Casi cried herself into exhaustion after a while, and passed out under her bed, curled up in a cramped position.
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Casi heard the knock and fell silent, not wanting to deal with anyone at the moment. “W-Who ever you are, I ask t-that you leave me a-alone.” Her voice barely carried through the door, cracking at a few places. She curled up tighter under her bed, even if someone came into her room, she would no be seen, the dark colour of her hoodie hiding her under the dim of under the bed. Her breathing was still ragged and she only felt the pain in her chest intensify. Lone tears slipped down her face as she struggled to not to start sobbing again.
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Casi stood up and fled the living room, hiding in her room. The girl wiggled in the spot between the window and the bed, then slipped under her bed curling up. She sobbed silently in her hoodie, feeling like her chest got ripped out, shoved back in and shot multiple times. Casi fixed her hoodie and sobbed in the hood part of it, and shoved off her shades flinging them away in a rare spout of anger. Then her anger vanished and she resumed sobbing quietly under her bed, the girl’s breath ragged.
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Casi let out a chocked sob then fell silent,shaking on the couch, then she slowly moved over to Dirk and fells to knees, scrambling to find a pulse on Jake. Finding none the girl lowered her head, and started to shake again, small tears dripping from behind her shades and onto the floor silently. Her breathing turned slightly ragged and she screwed her eyes shit, her hands clenching her pants, head lowered. Casi’s tears dripped from her eyes faster, though she didn’t let out a sound, shaking almost violently as she cried silently.
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Casi nodded silently, only to please Dirk, she still thought all this shit was mostly her fault. The girl glanced at the necklace and sighed before nodding again. “I guess so then.” Casi said quietly, her voice barely above a whisper. She stiffened slightly under his arm then relaxed, leaning onto Dirk silently.
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Casi ducked her head,”If he gets hurt it’ my fault, damn it I shouldn’t of let Karkat go..” She let go of his hand and placed it in her lap and looked down. “I’m so fucking stupid, I should of noticed what Dave’s aspect was and figured out what Karkat was going to do..” She muttered to her self, but Dirk still heard her, as she wasn’t exactly loud, but not really quiet.
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Canada grunted and rolled on his side on his bed and promptly when to sleep. He was cuddling his book, and breathed softly, almost like he wasn’t breathing at all.
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Casi walked over and sat down by Dirk silently, grabbing his hand and squeezed it lightly. She watched her cousin mingle around with the others and turned to Dirk and quietly said,”If you really think you have to go, then go. I can’t stop you really, but I won’t recommend it. As I think Gamzee already left to go get Karkat too.”